I went out with 2 friends last night and I really needed what we shared.

Nothing beats chilling out with friends, having a couple of beers and just having a heart-to-heart talk about anything and everything. I felt so much relieved after last night but at the same time, I guess I'm disappointed; by the fact that I took so long to realize what was right in front of me.

The things is, people can't be trusted. No matter how good they may be; they'd always expect something in return and say things about you otherwise behind your back. I guess there aren't many people out there who thinks like me or any of my other friends. It's a rare characteristic that people usually don't share in common. And that's by being, a friend.

I almost cried out of anger yesterday; I felt so deceived. I felt betrayed. I realized that it's a fact that people don't know anything about me. And it's only because; I will never allow someone to have the best of me unless they truly deserve it and it will stay that way.

I now know who my true friends are and who isn't.

Can't you see? I'm not like any other girl and if there's one thing I can truly be proud about myself; is that, I'm sincere.

I know there's someone out there who'd respect me for who I am and what I believe in.

CHEERS~

Bonjour, Ca va?

Aujourd'hui, Je voudrais parler de mon Professeur Francais, Mr. Yeoh! ( Vous Demande Pour Cela ) LOL!

I don't care MR YEOH, I'M BLOGGING ABOUT YOU! What you gonna do? Better give me higher marks; praises aren't cheap xD

Neways, I have to be honest, French would have to be my utmost favorite subject. It's not just about the language which I've been in love with since I was a little girl but it is how the class is conducted and of course the Lecturer. Some lecturers conduct their classes in a very mediocre manner; it doesn't give a person that impact of looking forward for more sessions.

But I'm very fond of Mr. Yeoh's Classes. He teaches while putting a smile on our faces. Better yet; he never fails to make us laugh. His class is generally fun and his expressions... Priceless! CABAI! xD

In our class we have...

1) The Transformers; Bumble Bee, Optimus Prime & Megatron.. aka future French lecturer! LOL!

2) The Sea-lion who never fails to do some random shit which I don't understand myself but it's funny =)

3) The Bloggers; Since when I'm included *Stares Blankly*

4) Anti-Vulgar; I shall not mention... VERY SENSITIVE! HAHA~!

5) Le Poulet... This gets lame at times but we'll bear... OOOHHHHHH~ xD Ryan, burnt!

6) The Horny Ones, a few peeps are here, I don't want to mention, wouldn't be nice ...

7) Children of the Corn. Hilarious~ Your demo's are dam funny; dam suitable la you!

8) Jusco Team & Fake Korean! LOL! I missed out this detail earlier! Sorry loves =)

9) Kanak-Kanak Khas! hahaha~ We all know who this person is xD

10) The underground people... Theyre dark and quiet beings... BEWARE! LOL!

Long story short, Mr. Yeoh, Youre my favorite Lecturer and I don't care if any other student thinks otherwise about you cause youre great just the way you are and I'm sure you had it tough before. You deserve a class that appreciates you for you. After all, life is too short to be SOUL-SUCKERS!

I may not know you personally but observing you teach makes me believe that someday, you'll get all that you deserve. I know nothing comes easy and nothing really is; especially if youre dealing with difficult people. But hang in there, you'll get there =)

As I've mention before, I'm happy to have you as my French Lecturer and well, you suit the Job =)

Because of you... DELF holders are holders because you believed in them and by that they believed in themselves. But err... I don't think I'd be needing DELF A2.. I'll think about it xD

And so, I should end here cause I can go on and on...

To you my lovely Professeur Francais Mr.Yeoh, I say, CHEERS to the times we all shared in class and I hope, there's more to come!

P.s- Please be humble after reading this, I wouldnt want to see your nose sky high. LOL!

AU REVOIR~!

I will never understand somethings in life.

It's times like this where I just want to run away, as far as I can and just leave everything and everyone behind. Just to breathe.

It's a shame how things turned out to be; I guess I've just been given another reason.

It's time, I take a break from it all; I'll be fine.

We'll see how things goes from here...

CHEERS~

I'm not a selfish person. All I want is to see the happiness in everyones eyes. It doesn't matter if it's not in mine, but just seeing it in others, brings fulfillment to me. I guess, that's just who I am. 

Have you ever felt like there's no choice?

Have you ever felt like there's no point?

Have you ever felt like You will never solve a confusion?

I have.

Hold me responsible for my actions. Hold me responsible for my feelings or the things I say. But please, do not hold me responsible for your lack of appreciation. The thing is, life is simple. Life can be simple but people make it so hard.

I'm easily frustrated nowdays. I can't tell if I'm sure or not. Honestly, I'm just lost in my own world. I've made mistakes I can't make up for. I've said things I can't erase but I'm willing to move pass it all and be a better person. Can anyone see that?

I'm tired to be honest. I'm just fed-up of trying and that makes me want to give up. There's just so many things going on right now. I can't seem to understand. I need to know that there's someone out there looking out for me. The Lord knows, I'm alone in this world when I'm not out. But sadly, the one support I'm looking for isn't given. Better yet, things are just bear, left aside and uncared for. It's a disappointment.

But then again, isn't it always my responsibility to understand you or anyone else for that matter? Please, Give me a break. I need to understand myself before I can understand anyone else. So help me God give me the patience cause I'm just losing every ounce of patience I have left. It's not going to be a pretty sight when I can't take it anymore. Don't push me.

What I need right now is a peaceful tropical island vacation with Marissa Gomez, Melanie De souza and the rest of my lovely Friends to get away from it all.  I need a break, away from everyone. I seriously can't wait for CNY. I'm looking forward to an amazing night out. I'm sure it'll come my way =)

I'm still looking for the one who'd save me.

CHEERS~

I'm here sitting in front of my PC; in my Brothers room. The usual feeling of humidity is in my midst. The sun is getting worse as the days pass; as I know it.

I've been unwell for a couple of days and I'm slowly recovering. I practically forced myself to go to college with Pain Killers in my bag.

I've Found a new love in my life that I never knew would make me feel so calm and sexay! Hahaha~

You know, youngsters have forgotten what music really is about. It's about passion and enormous natural talents; It's about the soul of music that makes the melody sound so remarkable. I've fallen in love with Frank Sinatra.

Call me old fashion, but to me music really comes from the 50's, 60's and the 70's and nothing could make modern music sound as great. Modern music is nothing but written heartbreaks and fancy techno beats. Don't get me wrong, Modern music are cool too but nothing compared to the legends back then.

I love music, It's one of the things that keeps me sane through my ups and downs, through my despair and happiness; every song suits a mood. My favorite would have to be from the Genres of Soul & Jazz. The melody that makes me sway left and right; feeling calm and sometimes sexy =)

I appreciate musical instruments as well and I believe it's one of the best gifts God has given us. The talents that people have to play it; simply superb.

Frank Sinatra, if you were still alive; I'd be honored to do a Jazzy duet with you and tell you how amazing your songs are.

My Favorite Artist: Frank Sinatra., The Beatles, Jerry Lee Lewis, Anita Baker, Dolly Parton, Norah Jones, John Legend, Michael Bolton, John Lennon, Kenny G, Dean Martin, Glenn Miller, Andrea Bocelli, Josh Groban, Louis Amstrong, Carlos Santana, Michael Buble, Nat King Cole, Rod Steward, Joss Stone and so so much more =)

Here are two lovely songs, Enjoy it the way I do =)





Cheers Jazz Lovers!!!

I can't begin to describe how HOT it is right now. I'm sitting here in front of my beautiful white fair laptop that I love so much; listening to amazing music of different genres.

After hours of watching GLEE season 1, I decided to take a rest from it all. I started listening to Brick by boring Brick by Paramore. It's rather a catchy song and the lyrics; I couldn't agree more. =)

But what's even more relaxing are a few selections from the legends themselves, The Beatles! Ohhh Yes, I'm listening to the melodious tune of 'Don't Let Me Down' and it is so relaxing.

My favorite verse from 'Don't Let Me Down'

That look in your eyes
Puts fire in the heart of a cold world
Got a marathon to try again
I'm not even trying to win
I'm just glad I'm not alone

After Watching GLEE, all I want to do is sing. The songs are sung with so much passion! But then, when I pause and think about it... In my believe, I believe I'm a talented singer but when I look at American Idol; so does the unsuccessful singers =S

I can't believe I'm saying this but I think I might actually sound horrible but sound sweet to my own ears... I might be wrong. LOL!

I'm bored really, I have nothing else to say....

I'm taking a shower...

Au Revoir~